Close Clear communication From God

Recently I disabled a email that was coming in the inbox. There was nothing wrong with the content of the email.

Just that memories were coming back to harrass me.

It was time to cabosh the lies and taunts and wondering what I did wrong. I realized that I had to continue to move forward. For me to move forward I needed to get the reminders conquered. I found that I have relaxed. I'm not on edge. This experience Left me second guessing myself.

To be fair we just didn't connect. I tried to work out the misunderstandings. When there's confusion and the feeling that I had been abandoned . I had to step away I didn't want my further past triggers to be dug up. I didn't want to be distracted. I worked through my feelings of abandoned. Freedom came when the truth came when I heard that have not been left. You are not forgotten. Strength came to my weary discouraged heart. When the invitation came the Holy Spirit encouraged I would not be on my own. I relaxed as my husband watch me venture out on my own. These are exciting times ahead for me. God is faithful. This is a on going issue for me. Abandonment!

I am learning to adjust my thinking.

Sooner than later Jesus reassures me that I am safe.

I am remembering that I am a child of God who loves me unconditionally.