I am slowly learning how Abandonment issues effect my life. I become anxious whether someone will come through for Me. I clam up. I panic...

After writing 2 books on my adoption story I still feel the pain. I guess another layer is coming off. It is a life time experience. I...

So why speak up? This is a good question. I Speak up to protect myself and others, who don't have a voice I speak up so I do not want to...

Recently I fell 2xs. I hurt my knee and I hit my head. Ouch! After the fall I became fearful, I hurt physically and emotionally, and...

The last little while I confess that I have grumbled a lot. This song has reminded me of God's faithful ness. I have to remember to be...

This week Maurice is taking me to family camp. I have not been to camp biking in 4 years. Maurice is working, I am working as well. I am...

I have spoken up on Physical, Emotional abuse. I believe that people who have been hurt abuse.. I know at one time I lashed out at...

This has taken a while to talk about a incident that happened to me in the last 7 years I had a incident where I couldn't find my way...

I have been struggling with migraine s, and hearing about diagnoses.My My eyes have been blurry. This is a side of me I rarely let...

I looked at a picture taken by my parents with friends! I looked at the event written on the event of the picture and right away a wave...

Sometimes I want to be like my family. I have to accept that I have to be like Jesus. I want to fit in. I want to think like family? I ...

In my last blog I was blowing blogging off steam. I do find it difficult to know where I am to fit into my family as a adoptee. I do...

Being Me The importance of being me! Being adopted I feel forced at being pushed to being in a mold to be like my adopted family. I...

Journey to healing In Adoption. Telling talking about my adoption story has brought me healing. I didn't think that I had the right to...

I have had a lot of anger stored up. I have had issues I felt I didn't think that I needed to address. I struggle with slander. I put ...

The battle belongs to God I have hope.At times, I am pulled between loyal  to Adoption family to birth family who are family either way ....

I have been going to church all my life. 64 years to be exact. Over my 64 years I have seen and witnessed a lot and yes experienced a ...

My dad was positive and upbeat. I don't remember a day when he was down. I struggled with hard knocks. Disappointments. My dad never...

I am adopted! There are days I just have to stop and be Kind to me! I exhausted ! Being Angry wears me out ! Without out hurting myself!...