I am Glad that my mother gave me life! God made me and I love life!

I never thought of being aborted or wished I had been, by my mother

I am blessed and glad that I never entertained these thoughts and or had these thoughts.

I know that a lot of my fellow adoptees have had these issues and problems.

It grieves my heart. I can't imagine how much you are hurting.

I can hear it in your posts and in my heart that you are hurting big time.

I know the pain of feeling rejected and not knowing love.

I understand depression.

I understand thoughts of suicide.

I have had pain to the extent that I took a knife to hurt my throat.

It is something that I do not share readily. My heart was heavy with hurt and sadness.

I am thankful that I did not get to the point where I wanted to end my life.

I lashed out those closest to me. Inside

My heart I was crying inside and it came out in the form of breaking dishes.

When I didn't feel loved I pushed people away. I even pushed God away.

I thought I was responsible for my mother's behaviour towards me.

Very reserved and formal. I didn't hear from her I love you. She is my aunt now and I didn't hear I love you.

The messages at Christmas and the few times I heard from my Aunt was from Aunt never love from.

I still struggle with this issue. Feeling responsible for my mother loving me now aunt.

Love was never spoken. It always seemed like my mother loved me . She tried to show me but I never felt it.

I am glad that I have had healing in my life.

I am glad that I have Jesus showed me his unshakable love for me.

The Bible tells me that God loves you and me.

God sent Jesus into the world

First thing into the world born in a manger

Jesus spoke about God and touched people to be healed

On the cross Jesus died for me you to

I opened up my life to Jesus.

Confessed I was a sinner and fallen short of the glory of God.

Jesus is risen from the dead.

I have life and I no longer live for the same way.

I decided to follow Jesus.

He has given me life when I was born.

He made me

I have rebirth I am a new creation. The pain I had I asked Jesus to take my issues and my heart is filled with joy and peace and love. Jesus. MAKES ME FULLY ALIVE.

I am glad to be here. I am glad that Jesus gives me life. Reach out to Jesus and don't push Jesus away.