STRONG Strength

I have been struggling with migraine s, and hearing about diagnoses.My My eyes have been blurry.

This is a side of me I rarely let people in.

I realize that I have to let people see this part of me.

I don't have it together. All the time.

In my head I hear

I need to be Strong

I can't let people down.

I have failed.

I have my limitations.

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I see that I have to make me a priority!

I need to look after Me.

Loud music and noises give me a headache.

I am encouraged that they will dissappear.

I have had a migraine going on for a bit.

It is debilitating,

I am resting and trying to get back on my feet.

I am needing to Sleep.

I care deeply about my friends,

I feel badly.

I also know that I am cranky.

The truth is that when I am resting I can go back to doing what I do best.

Care for others and encourage others.

It doesn't mean that I don't care.

I am not selfish.

I have limitations.

My issue is important.

Today I am missing my friend Millie.

She is now well!

We had a special friendship.

I have another friend who is sick.

She is like what Millie was. right now.

My heart is hurting.

I have had to step back and look after me as I am wiped out.

I have to stop and smell the cherry blossoms and Roses.

I have to feel the loss to heal.

I am thankful for friends who encourage me to take a rest and look after me and who don't judge me.

I might not be able to help others right now but I will continue to pray.

Yes I am praying for my friends.

I will let God look after my friend..

I will find ways to care.

When my cares about my friends surfaces I will pray.

I might send a card.