When God brings things to mind Confess

I looked at a picture taken by my parents with friends! I looked at the event written on the event of the picture and right away a wave of jealous feelings came over me.

I am 64 but right at the moment I was once again 18..

The feelings were strong.

I had buried the feelings deep into my sub conscious.

I had been hanging on to a grudge for a long time.

I had been judgemental! I needed to grow up!

It was time to let petty jealous feelings continue to corrupt me as a adult.

I need to respond as a adult not as a immature childish person.

The truth is my parents showed love to me in a lot of ways.

My sister in other ways.

For the record I miss my parents.

I was hung up with being adopted and my sister first born child and biological child.

I have skills that are unique.

I am made and planned by the same God.

I am made for a purpose.

My longings for my biological siblings is normal.

I have written about this deep hurt and damage this has caused me!

I now move forward and I embrace life .

1 John 1:9

If we confess our sin he is Faithful And Just to forgive us our sin and cleanse us from All unrighteousness!

I feel lighter now!